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January 18, 2012


Filed under: Protests — EL @ 8:00 pm
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Many websites are blacked out today (from 8am-8pm) to protest proposed U.S. legislation that threatens internet freedom: the Stop Internet Piracy Act (SOPA) and the Protect IP Act (PIPA). From personal blogs to giants like WordPress and Wikipedia, sites all over the web — including this one — are asking you to help stop this dangerous legislation from being passed.

As a writer, I’ve seen what censorship can do – in the Philippines (where my relatives were during martial law), China (where I briefly lived in 2010), and even here in the U.S. (where my partner’s Japanese American grandfather’s letters to his family were blacked out during World War II). That’s why I chose to join WordPress’ internet strike and blacked out my blog for the day. However, I chose not to black out my Facebook Profile Picture because there are too many Pinays and other women of color who go nameless, faceless, and missing in this world.

Please watch the video below to learn how the SOPA / PIPA legislation will affect internet freedom, then scroll down to take action.

MAKIBAKA! Maraming salamat/Many Thanks.


PROTECT IP / SOPA Breaks The Internet from Fight for the Future on Vimeo.


Today, we are striking against censorshipJoin the largest online protest in history: tell Congress to stop this bill now!

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January 14, 2012

RECIPE: Grandma Maxine’s and Tiana’s Bread Pudding

My late mother worked as a cook in a Seattle department store and taught me how to cook when I was 7 or 8 years old. To carry on her legacy and traditions, I’ll try to periodically post some favorite recipes that parent(s) and child(ren) can make together. My daughter did not know what bread pudding was until we baked this together and now she loves it.

Grandma Maxine & Tiana’s Bread Pudding

by Emily P. Lawsin

My sister’s African American mother-in-law, who moved from the South to Michigan decades ago, showed me how to make bread pudding one day from whatever my sister had in her kitchen. Last year, on a trip to New Orleans, my 5-year-old daughter found The Princess & The Frog: Tiana’s Cookbook Recipes for Kids, which she loves. Her favorite summertime recipe in that book is “Juju’s Juleps” (a ginger ale-limeade like a virgin Mint Julep). Today was a snowy day in Detroit (the first all year), so we decided to try a blend of Tiana’s “Bayou Bread Pudding” and Grandma Maxine’s recipes, with whatever we had available in our kitchen. If you want to make it the Tiana/New Orleans way, you would use  pineapple cubes and raisins (instead of pears/apples), and a greased 8-inch square metal baking pan so it will crisp. We like it to be more pudding moist, so we bake it in a Pyrex dish placed in a water bath. Today we had chocolate chips in the cupboad, so we sprinkled some in with thin slices of apple on top (we also used chocolate soy milk at daughter’s request instead of cow’s milk and it worked ok). We hope you enjoy making this as much as we did.


8 slices firm/dry bread, cut in 1-inch cubes or diagonals (our favorite bread to use is Avalon International Bread‘s Challah bread or their Cranberry Orange bread, but you can use stale white or French bread. To add a bit of Filipino flavor, I would use stale Pan de Sal, Pan de Leche, or stale King’s Hawaiian Rolls. )

1 teaspoon cinnamon

½ teaspoon nutmeg

Pinch of salt

2 large apples or pears, cubed or sliced in triangles (if making for adults, can soak these in rum or bourbon; for a Filipino flavor, use sliced fresh or jarred mangoes)

2 cups milk (or Half and Half, or Cream if you want it really rich)

5 Tablespoons butter, melted

2/3 cup packed light brown sugar (or granulated white is fine)

4 large eggs

1 teaspoon vanilla extract

Topping: Whipped Cream or Caramel sauce (we like Sanders Butterscotch Caramel, a Detroit classic. You can add bourbon to this for an adult treat.)



1.  Heat the oven to 350ºF. Have ready a deep casserole dish or 10-inch deep pie plate and a large roasting pan (for the water bath).

2. Toss bread cubes, pears, salt, nutmeg and ½ teaspoon cinnamon in the casserole dish, making sure to distribute salt and nutmeg evenly.

3. In a separate bowl, whisk remaining ingredients (melted butter, milk, eggs, vanilla, ½ teaspoon cinnamon). Add sugar and whisk until blended. (You can also mix in a tablespoon of rum or bourbon for a rich, adult treat.) Carefully and evenly pour over the bread and pears.

4. Place casserole dish in the roasting pan. Add hot water to roasting pan to come halfway up the sides of the casserole dish.

5. Bake for 55 to 65 minutes, until knife inserted in center comes out clean. Remove from water to cool on a rack. Cut in squares and serve warm or cold, topped with caramel sauce or whipped cream. (Remember to refrigerate any left-overs, if you have any.)

Serves: 10.

Here are some photos of  the Chocolate Apple Bread Pudding with Caramel Sauce that we made today, along with photos of the bread pudding I ate in New Orleans, at Mother’s Restaurant (which used a Karo syrup kind of topping) and the Sheraton Hotel’s Pelican Bar (which used a condensed milk kind of topping AND whipped cream). If you try our recipe, please post a comment below. Salamat=Thanks!


January 2, 2012

Day 2: Haiku When New Year’s Falls on a Sunday

Filed under: Free-Writes,Los Angeles,Poetry — EL @ 1:21 pm
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Happy 1-2-12! I’m trying to keep my new year’s resolution of writing more and loving more each day. Here’s Day 2’s haiku (poems with 17 syllables that are usually lines of 5 syllables-7 syllables-5 syllables). Please leave a comment here on the blog (as every writer, especially me, needs the encouragement)! 🙂  Maraming Salamat/Many Thanks for reading. 


First Sunday: Global Warming?

© by Emily P. Lawsin

a kink out of place:

eighty degrees, new year’s day,

no parade of thorns?



January 1, 2012

New Year’s Haiku

Filed under: Free-Writes,Poetry — EL @ 1:29 pm
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Happy 2012 Haiku
(c) by Emily P. Lawsin

New Resolutions:
write more and love more each day,
release fears and guilt.

Starting now, day one.
Manigong Bagong Taon =
Happy New Year, love.




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